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with♥,
Hello! :D My name is emily! Bitter-sweet 14; 15 on 4 September’10. My family, friends, seniors&the Zhonghua Basketball team are very dear to me. I may be the most retarded person you have ever met (; Or not. I'm hyper, serious most of the time and I crap a lot. Graduated from Anderson Primary 6.8’07. Now I am a part of 2e5’09 in Zhonghua Secondary. I LOVE blue, especially light blue and baby blue. I enjoy photography, editing my masterpieces too, and art. However, basketball is always #1! :D Those who get to know me must have to know a lot to understand me. ;D Lastly, i'm unique and retarded in my own special way[:

&please do not take anything, and i mean ANYTHING, with out my permission. Thank you :D

PRETTT,PRETTY PLEASE :D
&! one real best friend
&! laptop of my own
&! NEW light BLUE laptop. Or a macbook :D
&! more clothes
&! more shoes
&! more COLOUR PENS! ;DD
&! improve GREATLY in studies;A1 for everything! :D
&! never ending six-eight'07 gatherings
&! 1e5'o8/2e5'o9 gatherings(:
&! new pencil box
&! new wallet
&! NEWER wallet!
&! new watch
&! pair of sneakers;pretty please (:
&! a crumpler bag :D
&! more cute things ;D
&! stay carefree and happy
&! excel in everything possible!
&! become stronger! ;DD
&! GROW TALLER!!! ;D



SPEAK UP PLEASE.
Tagtagtag away! (;




LATER :D
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six-eight'07
1e5'08

Amanda
Audrey
Brenda
Bryan
Clarissa
Denise
Desmond
Diana
Elaine
Gene
Germaine
Huiming
Jane
JieLin
JinXiang
Jin Yi
Keandra
LuoTing
Lydia
Lynda
Lynette
Mekko
MiaoWen
MingXia
Qian Yi
Rachel
Rebekah
Sabrina
Seo Rin
Sheila
Shiying
SweeTin
Tessa
TingWei
Valerie
Vernise
Vivian
Vivienne
WaiYin
Wan Ni
WenQi
XiaoTing
YeeNah
YiMun
ZhangYi



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July 2009
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FEEL THAT RHYTHM.



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Sunday, December 20, 2009 @ 10:37 PM
Bye.



Hello :D
This might be my last post for about a week.
Going away again, this time to Miri, in Malaysia ._.
Tired already luh.
Homework still not done. Gotta chiong when i come back then ><
ARGHHH.
i miss life without homework. I'm gonna suffer next year.

Heh, went to study at bishan library with Yeenah Yesterday :P
Well, to do homework. At least i nearly finished maths.
Then went to the sea side to relax <3
Had fun fun fun. YeeNah uploaded some pictures up to facebook i think :D
Thanks girl! <3

Spent today, well.
Packing and slacking -.- Using the computer to watch 'hot shot'.
EPISODE 10 OF MOMO LOVE HASN'T COME OUT YET -.-
Still waiting for it to come out on youtube ><
RAWR, siao already.

Stressed out because of next year,
idk what to do.
later then :D


the wound,
it's too deep to heal.
The pain,
too much to handle.
the love,
you'll never know.


Loads of LOVE
Emily.

Friday, December 18, 2009 @ 6:15 PM
HIGH FAN TIAN! :D

Hello folks :D
i know, i know. Haven't blogged in a longgggggggg time, but who cares? :D
Just came back from Sydney yesterday night, at around 10pm.
With all my stuff of course :D
Presents etc.
Hmm, went to have fun, and seriously did :P
Bought many many stuff. Yay!
I have a crumpler now! Light blue and orange <3
Freaking cool.
STICKY, morning glory, favourites.. <3
GOSH GOSH GOSH.

Too much, too little time.
Still stuck with my homework. Suck luhhhhhhhh.
Missing training as well ><
ARGH. I'm not even sure if i want all this.
Anw, many pictures as well. But don't think i'm gonna want to upload,
kinda lazy :P

Can't wait to go out and shop again, LOL.
Although I've already spent a bomb.
Last time to do al this stuff i guess ._.
high fan tian!

MOMOLOVE MOMOLOVE MOMOLOVE! <3
getting crazaye over it alr ><
But, yeah. very nice lo :D
RAWR!

Updated my playlist :D
new songs yeah.
later! <3


you have no idea how much i like you.


Loads of LOVE
Emily.

Monday, November 23, 2009 @ 7:37 PM
Someone that stole her heart, someone who holds her dreams.



HELLO PEEPS :D
reporting from Australia, LOL.
I'm using a telly screen as a computer :D
WAHAHHAHAHAHA. FREGGGGING COOL.
Well, today's my, uhm, 3rd day here?
Arrived at night on the first day,so nothing much ._. Met my 3rd uncle and 4th uncle at the airport , and my 4th uncle said he couldn't recongnise us ><

Yesterday, took the train down to the city for yum cha with my grandparents, 3rd uncle's family and 4th uncle's family :D
heh,got to see my cousins and my aunty again :D
Walked down to Darling harbour afterwards. It was like, 41 degrees yesterday.So it was very hot hot hot ._. Went looking for ice cream, with my aunty taking lead, nd we found that the shop had closed down -.-
!@#$%^&*()
Took a ferry home after crossing a bridge. WAHAHAHAHA.
Very funnnn <3>like the air-con is on at under 20 degrees.__.
FREAKING COLD, that i have to wear a jacket ><>expensivexzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx ._.
BUT I GOT MYSELF COOKIEMAN COOKIES <3
Love them to the max yo!
Went for dinner at my 3rd uncle's place where my aunty cooked pho(fer) for us :D
you guys might not know what it is, HAH.
Then i played with my cousins :D
Cutecute , heh.
My youngest uncle came to fetch us back .

Hmm, i want to shop shopshop till i drop before going back, but everything's so ex ><
I'm thinking of getting a crumpler here if it's cheaper :D
And make my own havianas(?). saw it at the Westfield mall :D
It's like 11+ here in Sydney now, should sleep soon,
later! :D


it's bringing back so many many memories here <3


Loads of LOVE
Emily.

Monday, November 16, 2009 @ 7:06 PM
Giving up.



Hello world :D
i am back again to worsen your lives ><
Well, anyway. Came back from training just then.
Practically emo-ed all the way home -.-
I suddenly feel so useless, so lost in my own little world.
I don't know what's going on out there. &so does some other people.

Before training, met Vivienne, her sister Lydia and grandaunt for lunch at Burger King :D
Headed to school. Saw Lemuel and YuCheng at the Scout's Den with a senior? :O
Headed up to ISH, training started. WE LEARNED HOW TO JOG :D
LOL. 'cause coach said we were running.
He then told us that only primary school kids would run from point A to point B.
and such and such.

After warm ups, coach then talked about the competition tomorrow.
I suddenly remembered about the questions he asked me last year while we were training.
With all the chang ying and zhang lang, which actually meant boys -.-
Then he asked how many i had, when i thought he asked how many hoops already.
Then, i innocently answered, 63 ._.
Then coach was like, HUH?!
LOL, :D

Having pizza for dinner.
Like now :D
later! <3



i feel as though,
i've given up all hope already.


Loads of LOVE
Emily.

Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 1:46 PM
Like a game, like a rose.

Hello world!
I probably didn't mention anything, but i don't think it'll really make a difference.
3e1'10, and the only difference is that i have a whole new class while 2e5'09 is split apart.
I was looking forward to everything, until, i finally felt myself worrying.
But, there's nothing i can do now. &i didn't want to appeal, because i want literature.
Anywho, i still have to swallow it all down.

Ohkay, Happy Belated 14th birthday Cassandra! <3
We love you ohkay!
Went to celebrate Cassandra's birthday after the friendly match yesterday :D
I so damn freaking pro! Had dinner and a small cake :D
Hope you enjoyed it yeah.

Headed home, but to my primary school first for my brother's IT pro family nite event ._.
Stayed for an hour and left because there was nothing much to do ><
&guess what. i saw my artwork :D
and it's still hung up in the hall! <3
it brings back memories, yes :D
heh.

Wrapped my books while watching 'Hot Shot' :D
Then continued wrapping until 12+. As you know, i'm very slow.


Today,
Gonna have some friends over for dinner.
Saturday means..
MOMO LOVE! <3
YAYYAY! :D CAN'T WAIT.
In the meantime, it's back to wrapping books ._.
&homework, i guess.

Supposed to have double session training on monday,
but since the sec3s can't make it, only afternoon session.
Double session on Wednesday! :D

bye,
<3


i had the courage to live through my life for the past years like this,
but i don't want to do it again.
Breakthrough girl.
it's time to let go of your old game, let go of that rose.
what you need is a new start,
or,
just them, them to tell you everything you need to know.
sometimes, i just want to throw everything in your face and see what you have to say.
but then again,
i can't.
you guys made me suffer.
while i made your world the worst it could have been.
But, never did you guys listen to everything around you.
the people who were talking, screaming, yelling for help.
you guys only thought of yourselves, and nothing else.
I'm only an outcast, what could i have done?
If i'm a jerk, then it takes one to know one.
look in the mirror before you come and big talk in front and about others.
because you have no idea how it feels.
treat others like you want to be treated,
you wanna treat me like dirt,
there you go,
i'll show you more attitude than you ordered for.
i'll show you, that, this world,
it's just too weird.
like you.



Loads of LOVE
Emily.

Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @ 10:01 PM
Leave, get out.



Hello :D
today, i think i'm the stupidest person on earth, and you may agree.
I just found out that i'm not taking SS/geog, but SS/hist -.-
But, anyway, just give it a shot then. Shouldn't be i problem, i guess.

Went to school for chinese class today. Then lunch with germaine <3>
Went back to school library to do workworkwork ><
Then i slept for about half an hour, LOL ._.
Tired. Then went for training at 2.30pm.

Training was hardcore today ><
warmups already took like, and hour plus. 20 rounds around the court, 6 sets and, 10 rounds of stairs and 500 skips ><
FTW, my legs felt all soft.
After training, headed opposite for bubble tea beacuse i felt a little hungry.

I still have a little work, so,
later! :D
maybe update somemore tomorrow :D
buy boooooooooooooks!



you, i want to hate you.
hate you, but i can't.
somehow, you're getting on my nerves.
i'm glad i'm away already,
but, everything.
everything still hurts.
so so much.
everything, not just you.
just go and jump down form here,
please.


Loads of LOVE
Emily.

Sunday, November 8, 2009 @ 2:52 PM
因为我爱你呀.



HelloHello! :D
Yesterday was madness. heh.
Went shopping with my mother and brother at Marina Square. Bought loads of things there.
&my Benjamin kinda got lost ._.
He couldn't find my mother and me, so he headed home and called me, LOL.
Soso, headed to AMK hub to meet my brother once again, and for dinner.
Bought another shirt from pepper plus :D hehhehheh, er jie!
My brother bought his card protectors from the game shop toooo.
Shopped until my leg pain alr ><

Went home, took a shower and watched 桃花小妹! :D
MOMO LOVE! <3
Freaking nice :D love it to the maxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz.
WAHAHAHAHAHAH! LOL, hot shot! <3
The way yuandaying laughs is hilarious!
HAHAHAHAHAHAH!
YAY!

zi-high already ><>
Very long never upload photos already, might do it later this week.
Have to jiayou for higher chinese lessons, it's gonna drown me.
Need to go do HCL work soon :D
later! <3


it's going to have to end sooner or later,
but i don't want it to end now.
ily, so much that i don't want to.


Loads of LOVE
Emily.